ok i guess i'm angry because i'm sick and not a single soul knows that moreover i didnt have a proper meal for a long long time,i guess i even forgot how a proper meal taste like.
why do i feel so pathetic now?i really dun know why i feel like that...i miss my grandma so much.She'll be here for me if she's still alive.she will care for me,take me to the doctor.cook proper meals for me.okey at least she will be there and know i do exist in this world...