okey,i suppose i'm quite a sociable person.i can usually get along with anyone,even strangers.i have tons of friends,friends that seems so close to me in school.However,when i need them,i feel that i can reach none.i can vividly remember there is once during our exams.i'm sitting on my desk,looking at the pictures that is placed infront of me.one is a picture of my granny and the other is naiching,an old friend of mine who passed away.Naiching is a fantastic friend whom i have never treasured.She's always the one who keeps in contact,who calls me,ask me out or even give me a special call when its my birthday.i guess its retribution that i felt so lonely and empty at that moment.A friend i have never treasured nor i treat her well.This is a secret that i've not told a single soul.maybe i'm just too embarrassed to say.A fortune teller once told me that i'm a person who dun have a confidant.When i need help,i'll get none.but of course,on a bright side,i still have a lucky star,a good luck charm which will follow me :) opps,sorry to drift from the scene.ya,so i called louisa.weird right?ya cos i realise i have none to call (ash,dun be mad,dun you remb ya policy?no calling during exam)

Life is so weird.maybe,even pathetic for me.yup,remember the exhibition i told abt previously?i guess i sms tons of my jc friends.They are all either busy or not free...except amy i guess.i sort of rejected her offer cos i think she will not be interested moreover as a great friend,she'll definitely go even though she's unwilling...So at the last minute,i found louisa again since she's mad abt calligraphy and all those chinese thingy :) damn,y do i sound so pathetic at this moment?...-_-...maybe there is times when you really wanna feel pathetic.Remember the fortune teller?he actually told my mum that its possible to ask a ghost to "appear" and tok to it.Deep inside,i think my mum may wanna ask to "see" my dad..ya i wanna "see" him too but there is another i wanna "meet".its my granny.guess my bond with her is too strong.till now,everything is still fresh in my mind.Every single moment and time.hahah i may even cry in front of your face if you tok abt her. :) sweet memories..