30th March 31, 2004

I’m super tired now. Just had lunch with Mrs.Lau and Eugene. Today is my last second day in the 13th floor so Mrs. Lau treat Eugene and me to a jap restaurant near novena square!!!Think I ate around 17+ sigh~ abit paiseh…actually days ago during the farewell party for Samuel (not really for him but all iras pple) polly treat me, Samuel and Eugene to snoopy place at plaza singapura!! Cool right. I messaged mum to tell her the AM treat us again and her first reaction is Wow,so good, everyday get free food!!! heehee :P

This is the second time I try rare salmon!!! For the first time,its with Ash when eating some buffet. Today ate 2-3 pieces of salmon and seriously, its quite good lah except that I can’t eat too much. It taste a bit stinky when its over consumed. :P

Anyway just realized that the total prize of all presents is 150+ bucks so each one of us, Eugene, Samuel and me, needa pay 52 bucks!!!we bought 10 presents for everyone….at first I’m super super super angry cos its so expensive !!bt after much thought, we its actually once in a while thingy and the people here are so friendly so ya, why not give them something to remember us? :) I think I’m also giving out burned disc of pictures we took in iras :) today didn’t do much stuff. cos I have finished the job assigned to me, now doing some lame things and guess what, the stuff ask us not to do very fast if now I’ll have to do file from the 14th floor!!! Which is such a chore! And dusty too !heehee :P oh ya. Tomorrow will see Samuel. Wow, haven seen him for a long time liao. :) Well think I feel more alert le. Okay back to wk later!!~~ btw, today forget to bring diskette again but got one from sitti , my colleague :P office property leh :P

Just now go chit chat with Eugene for quite long. Through the conversation than did I learn more abt him and maybe Samuel too. Eugene really has a girl’s qualities such as being sensitive and observant. He even found out a secret that I have never told anyone.not even ash so I’m really super shocked! Anyway, today he told me abt his grandpa and how close he is to him. But as usual, a good story always has a bad ending. His grandpa passed aways since when he’s primary school. He did sound too sad but I know how he feels….he definitely still miss his grandpa.Eugene also told me about his family, friends and many more. :) But as usual I’m always the listener, never have I said anything abt myself to him yet.maybe in future then :) btw, please dun tease me and Samuel again (ash) because Samuel is a strong believer of Christ and he will ONLY find a Christian partner hahah :P

23th march SUPER HAPPY DAY

Wow,do you know that today is the date where a goddess is born? heehee nay, kidding but you wouldn’t believe it, Keri Russell is borne in the same day as me!! Hehee. After living in this world for 19 years, I realize that bday is not that impt anymore…well but bday presents are still very impt!! anyway I’m panicking at the moment cos I’m typing this in the office and people who’s collecting their printing papers can actually see me typing this!!! Although I doubt that they can see what I’m writing but never the less, giving people the impression that you are doing personal stuff is not very good : )

OK anyway since today is my birthday, I decided to give my family a treat! At first we plan to go to a restaurant called Fish and co but then since my brother came home late so we decided to go jack’s place again…ya I know, jack’s place,. Sigh~ haven been there for like 20 hours? Lame~~ :P
Opps, it looks like I have completely forgotten that I’m working that day! :P ok worn a skirt to work. Seriously wear that not because its bday but wear it cos I dun have any more pants left! So because of the skirt thingy, Mrs. Lau, my colleague knows that it’s my birthday and after lunch, bought a small piece of cake for me !!!so sweet  then there is yulin who specially made a coastal for me which have some sweet message written on it…umm not really sweet message actually heehee just kept scolding me cos I didn’t tell her before hand that today is my bday.She knows that only cos Eugene told her.. Oh ya, Eugene ate lunch with yulin and me that day cos Sharon, his lunch ka ki is not available. And Samuel didn’t come to work today (no wonder he wish me happy bday on Friday)... super sian right?sigh~ I’m just a spare tyre.. : ( heehee

Any back to the family outing. My brother is really a complete idiot, he order many food that day!! Like lobster soup, salad bowl and more…sigh~ in the end the total is around 120 buck but I’m just a genius! Heehee I out smarted my brother by asking him to play by visa then give him back 100 bucks cash!! :P so in the end he have to choke out 20 buck.. After dinner we went home to sing and blow the birthday cake..heehee that’s a tradition in the family. Everyone must have a birthday cake!! Then its open the present time!!!my brother and wife bought me one shorts and skirt both from OP then a long sleeve blouse from sprit and a wallet from tocco (my bro boast that the wallet is branded!!bt I dun believe…heehee :P) Anyway every thing ends smoothly and happily~~ 

22nd march

Actually I don’t want people to know my birthday is on 23rd of March cos I dun want to stir a commotion. Its will be so weird! Anyway its not a secret anymore cos that idiot Samuel just tell all…actually not really him but he told people that my birthday is ard the month of march. Anyway after work, we when jack’s place to have dinner…actually I’m quite unwilling cos I have already set my mind to go home and rest cum play game so its abit sian to go out… Bt after much persuasion and force by both idiots, I went. At first I’m so super afraid that there will be any awkwardness so I forced ash to call me now and then during the meeting so that I can “run away” bt….the COMPLETE IDIOT DIDN’T CALL.. : ( But luckily that outing is quite fun

We went to jack’s place near somerset. It’s said to be a place where Eugene’s parents met. So sweet ~~ Samuel offered the ideal to treat me dinner. I think its really sweet of him to think of that but, seriously, its too expensive thus I rejected it, we sat in the restaurant for like more that 2 to 3 hrs plus.. heehee you must see the face of that waiter !!cos we keep requesting them to refill plain water ..abit paiseh actually but we must eat and enjoy our money worth !!!heehee 10 % of service charge is not given for nothing ya know? :P opps,one very sian thing is that Eugene and polly kept insist that me and Samuel sit face to face and as usual, they kept teasing us until I have nothing to say but just, FINE~ :p

Eugene is super hyper that day, kept tell us abit his and Samuel’s life in catholic high. It’s really funny when he talk abt Eric (not really sure if its him) who have the most hairy and bush like arm pit hair in the whole wide world and his hair is springy too (feel like puking heehee) Anyway me and polly laugh like there’s no tomorrow!!! Heehee The total bill is around $80+ sigh~ so 20 bucks gone~~

After the dinner I took a train home and reach around 11pm…heehee as usual , during the journey,I called ash and gave her a scolding+tell her how the dinner went : )

Hey guys!!!Ok first I must say THANKS so much for all the presents! :) I love it.
okay,one of the present i like most is the bracelet cos i have been longing for a bracelet for so long :) ...even though the meaning behind the bracelet is a evil one...-_-..bt never the less thanx so much for liangz,alvin and wj..(idiots) hahaha

i'm really quite surprised to recieve the ff10 guide book bought by ash and kh cos to me,its really quite expensive.Haha so actually didn't expect a expensive present from ash...heehee but of course this year,she didn't gimme any meaningful present thus to compensate that,heehee its to pay a higher price! :P

Initially,when i first saw the earring kh chose,my first reaction is, hidious!.haha bt after wearing it for the first time to meet mr tan and the classmates , our secondary class gathering, i find that the earring is quite nice and pretty... LOVE IT!hahah ok now i needa say some apologies.

That sat,which is supposed to celebrate my birthday, i totally screw it up.i guess i'm just too tired and there is no plans made before hand.worst,i think pple have an idea that I'M planning the outing...weird,a day to celebrate my bday and i'm supposed to plan the events?..bt anyway,i thought of going to the movies bt that idiot have something else in mind *i dun wish to mention who* so i'm quite pissed at that moment..bt anyway,i pity kh the most cos he actually rushed down to orchard to meet us..sigh~ okey,i should quit complaining now but ya,thanx for every thing :)

Aright,guess i'm gonna stop now cos i have to message samuel and eugene abt coming early tomorrow!!heehee sigh~ tomorrow i'll be in the hands of that idiot SC...demanding and selfish supervisor..btw,my sweet friend shena actually remembered my bday and wana ask me out!!hah bt too bad,dun have time...maybe meet her after my bday :)

Anyway for today's outing with mr tan,its quite a pleasent one.We get to talk alot,eat alot and crap alot..heehee But something really puzzles me, or can i say shocked me.Mrs tan say that i'm like a total pig in my secondary school uears..and the funny part is that i never noticed!!!haha i even think that i'm quite ok looking at that time...sigh~ no wonder kh dun allow me to eat that fillet-O-fish from mac..hahah Bt the good part is that Mr tan say i look better than before..so this is the best compliment i heard in the century! :P

18th march

Feel so silly today cos I forgot to take the diskette home!!sigh~ can’t believe that I’m so absence minded. :P Anyway today is boring as usual. Actually plan to watch The eye with Edwina,amy and ym but at the last minute,its cancelled…I should have asked Louisa actually bt seriously, can’t bring my self to do it. I’m not sure its my pride or that I’m angry that she check out on me but ya, just don’t feel like meeting her lately :P anyway, didn’t come to work punctual today :P heehee as usual, late for 15 minutes…actually, its 10 minutes lah… oppss,forgot to update, yesterday, Samuel went sentosa thus go early :) okey will type more later. Now back to work!!! :P

now i'm st home now.alone!!!sigh~ just now chit with ash a while but am really tired so dun really remember what i'm talking :P i'll post more tomorrow~ shit.i must remember to bring my diskette!!!heehee

17th march
Okey, haha lucky today I remember to take my diskette so can type then happenings around my work place :)

When I first arrived to work, my supervisor, p,suddenly came to my desk to talk.When I first see her coming,I know something is wrong!!sigh~ its either I did something wrong or that something big is going on. And sure enough, I, no, we, the three or us, me, Samuel and Eugene didn’t something wrong…sigh~ we kana complain by SC (use that cos dun wanna review her name.my her initial is SC) again.sigh~ cos yesterday 3 of us go to a colleague’s cubical to talk then got “caught” by her.sigh~ And the most sad and sian thing is that for next week, we’ll have to work for SC!!!to clear some bankruptcy cases… my supervisor say when under her, we cannot be late liao and also be prepared that she’ll come spot check us now and then..well actually,I do know that my lifesyle in the office is considered as super slack already.i usually come to work around 8.45am..but I’m actually supposed to work at 8.30!! then slack a bit during work… heehee you’ll NEVER BELIEVE how slack this can be :P anyway so from tomorrow onwards, I gonna change .. : (

Btw just now something embarrassing happened. I’m secretly reading 8 days just now, putting it under my desk then suddenly ms Lau, the assistant manager walk pass.hahah I think she saw it thus I stick out my tongue :P then she say never mind lah… aiya… now feel so embarrassed…heehee btw,when I’m typin this,I saw Samuel run pass me… dun know what the hell he’s up to man…gonna check out later :P heehee ok back to work now~~ :)

ok,after looking at ash's entry,i decided that its time to write some stuff at my blog.sigh~i promised myself days ago that i'll try to take a diskette to my work place and start typing all the happenings in work bt too bad,blame my abscent minded brain.hahah till now,i still never bring it to work.

life in my work place is definitely going better.i have more friends there now like yw and sharon.Both of them live near me.thus we always takes mrt together!heehee this means i can go home "early" around 5 pm cos in the past,i'll always have to wait for the guys in my work place to finish their dili daling!!Anyway,there's a bad news!!samuel is gonna quit soon...not that i miss him or love him...well i'll miss him,but not in the sense of loving him but as a friend ya know?he's always coming to my cubical and chit chat,sometimes (actually always)steal my food from my desk without asking!!Quite evil actually but there are good memories and i'll always remember him...heehee i guess..damn,this week is really a bit sian.now then i realised all my colleagues are spreading a rumor abt me and samuel!!shit~ i think it started when a gal from work ask samuel what kinda girl he likes and then after his description,the gal (lame) come to the conclusion that its me...sigh~ and that's it!everyone starts talking abt it.worst,eugene is always teasing...and ya know,i'll always jump to defend myself.That,i supposed made it worst because i see that after my behaviour of violence,he begin to tease me even more!and worst!infront of samuel!!sigh~~ ya,but i dun care~~ :P btw,i have shown my side of violence with them already like wanna fight with them and all that...but mainly with eugene lah...oh!there is one damn funny think..abit sian for me bt well..hahah eugene say i shuld go and kiss samuel cos for me,its will be my first kiss then him too so very compatible!!lame right? *roll my eyes*.. btw,today at work did more talk than work..Go work place ard 9.ooam then saw that all colleagues went to attend course..samuel take half day leave thus me and eugene go down have breakfast.after that go find yulin for a while...slack and talk abit until 11+ the n start work!!hahah slack right?but my out put is still not bad k!did ard 530 files.heehee our quota is only 300 k!!heehee..

okey,this is actually for ash only...
today samuel lost someone's scissors thus needa buy one back.He ask me if i have extra then i say i'll try to find bt insist that he buy a new one.he say ask me to buy then take money from you...*heehee* i say ash wun pay for it since she dun find you *samuel* handsome.then he say no lah,ash very good and nice thus will help him pay!!!Then i joked that he like ash izzit...his reply was,if ash pay for the scissors,then eugene will like her.....*lame right!!!* :P okey just incase you find offended,samuel always push the blame or those gals to eugene one..ya..

oh shit,i think i talk too much of samuel already cos my friend yw and sharon keep saying i talk alot abt him...bt seriously,i really treat him as my little immature brother.ya know,the kind that you have to protect...okey gonna end now.i'll remember to bring a diskette along to work! :) btw,ash,you haven SEND ME THE PROGRAMME YET!!!

love,me
by:Collin Raye
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said,
"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me



i'm really touched by this song and almost cried when i heard the love between the couple is so strong...today,when i'm taking mrt to novena,i saw an old couple,both have white hair and is appoximately 70+ yet,i see them walking,hand in hand.when i saw this,i purposely made a detour and walked a longer route just to see them.its really sweet when you see the old man holding on to his wife.I think they may be going to the hospital.Well as usually,my granny popped up from my mind again and i do really wish that she's still around :) but ofcourse,life is never what we can expect it to be.bt just remember treasure whoever is around you.i have learnt my lesson..i hope you will too, without experiencing it.. :)

hey,it has been a long long long...ages,since my last entry!!hahah now life is super boring but of course there is still some tiny teeny fun there when working!!heehee tomorrow my job will be so damn boring cos we almost finished checking the files and me,eugene and samuel planned to leave a few rows for tomorrow...so tomorrow will be a damn boring damn...must try to act hard working tomorrow..hehehee maybe bring some storybooks to read or down load stuff in disk then read during work..heehee...btw,today i finially spoke to eugene abt the farting thing~~heehee actually the topic started when i'm sitting on his desk then, Booo...he farted again,and quite a loud one...heehee so i asked him,you fart izzit?and finially he admitted and when i started to run away from the smell,his reply was,hey,i just shitted so my fart wun be smelly!!!!~~~lame right!!!After that,i begin to tell him abt my "smell fart" experience in my working area!@@@heehee damn funny.

Anyway tomorrow will be my "last"day at work for this week cos i have made up my mind.will take leave for friday and sat...heehee i just dun care man.if results is bad,at least i can stay at home and cry,if results is good,i can also celebrate!!!Actually,i'm quite worried abt the results,just that i dun express it out cos i dun bother to even think abt it...of course my only expectation is only to enter uni but seriously,if you can enter uni but your results is like the worst among your peers,you'll still feel sad right?sigh~~so got ard 40% sure that wun do well...sigh~~~~ big time~~

Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS TO PETER JACKSON AND THE SHOW LORD OF THE RINGS!!the movie won 11 nominations!!and its a clean sweep!!made history man...too bad orlando didnt go to the oscars...maybe cos he's not nominated in any of the categaries?actually,i expect the character Will Turner to get into the male supporting actor...btw,johnny depp is so SUPER COOL...bt seriously,i dun really like man with long fringe...opps,forgot,i'm really desprate to trim my eye brows before getting the results...dun ask me why,i just feel like it...damn,the only shop i know that trims eyebrow in my area is charging $10!!maybe i'll go take a look at tampinese area.. :)