oh ya,there's something i wanna talk abt regarding the conversation among me,ash,WT and kh.We are seating in some out door cafe to catch up with old times and usually in the out doors, people will tend to smoke.So right beside our table,there is this group of ladies whom are smoking.As a anti smoker, i really can't stand the smell *feel abit giddy already,inhaling all the toxics!* so i can't help but show abit of distaste by waving my handing in from of my nose.When WT saw this, she told me that i should show some social etiquette.till then i begin to question myself,am i wrong to be so mean to smokers?almost all of them think i'm quite rude to do that gesture but now to think abt it.Is smoking ever recognised as a social etiquette?opening praised or even labelled as "okay"? Well at least i dun think so.Smokers themselves should know and accept that they wouldn't always get smiling faces. Come'on, you are indirectly choking me with that smell and the culprit of any fatal dieases i have in future so why should i treat you nice?sigh~ and just hope that all my friends wouldn't feel offended but its a hurtful truth but i'll be quite mean to my CLOSE friends who really pick up smoking as their "hobby".* I dun really care abt friends,whom i'm not close to, smoke.come'on, ever saw me make a fuss when i see godfrey smoke?*its not that i care for my health but i just dun want anything to happen to them in future.Maybe i'm just too mean but guess you all remember mrs loo?i once remember vividly that she hate smoker cos not only did smokers harm themselves but they too harm others.i think she said that cos her father is have some kinda lung cancer too *hope not but sort of heard that b4...maybe some diease that is caused by smoking?* Anyway, you'll never feel it until it pains.........

i'm so very very angry now!!!my bro love to take my stuff like impt documents and keep it or either give it to mum.wait until i can't find it then tell me serve me right.come'on lor.i'm an adult now and this manner of disciplinary is seriously insulting!!!!and the worst part is that he got the impt document from my paper bag which he took it for his own use without telling me!!!damn...i so so pissed and moreover for the telephone bill.he told me i have used quite alot cos i have been using phone calls at night.i'm seriously shocked to my toes when i hear that cos i'm supposed to have free in coming call from 7pm to 7am what and puff, its just appeared to him that he forgot to tell me its from 7am to 7pm!!!haha this is SO DAMN FUNNY...he didnt say a word after i sort of gave him a scolding...its not that i have to choke out the money bt just that wasting money really makes me ache...i'm not kidding lor.call me a miser if you want but i really can't stand wasting money for nothing!!!!

okay anyway i doubt i'm gonna talk abt the bday celebrating with ash cos you can just simply see the whole thing in her blog.but there's something i wish to say abt.After say all the gd byes,i start to take the mrt.ya know,the journey is so damn boring thus called ym.i'm really touched when every now and then she'll ask me if i'm reaching.ok i know it may sound like a sign of put-down-the-phone bt its seriously not.throughout the conversation,i never forced her to talk to me or even hinted.Even asked her to put down the phone if she's tired but she didnt.keep saying that she wanna accompany me.sigh~ its not that she wanna accompany me that makes me feel so touched bt the way she treats me.disclosing secrets, sharing her inner feelings to me and making me feel like i'm one of the most impt friend in her life...sigh~ thus after i reached home,i feel so paranoid for treating her badly in the past,did some self reflection too.oh ya,when i reached home,i give her a message,saying all the thanx and all that and you wun believe it.her reply is like she'll always be there where ever i need her and something like her soul will accompany me every if she's not here..heehee not very sure of the words cos forgot.. :P And way, i just hope there wouldnt be another regret in future :)