gonna finish exams soon...so sad...

lol,lots of pple may wonder,y feel sad?sigh,i also dun know...its good that exams is over and u can relax but when exams is over,u just feel that u lost ur aim in life liao...its like everything becomes normal.... ummm worst is that,i will recieve constant nagging from mum again and wun get the pampered treatment le :_( sianZZZZzz.... lol..dun kill me :P

anyway,for this year round,may not do well for e exams cos dun feel confident in any paper..... so scary...most of them are like scrap through one...dead..bt heck lah,as long as dun tabao okie leh....hahh guess this is wat most pple want anyway :P
btw,tabao means fail and have to retake the subj...

ummm regarding the pet thingy..now going through deep reconsideration....its like,i still cant find the breed of dog that best suite the house and i'm worried of leaving the puppy alone at home...my cousin denial recently bought a puppy@@ and guess wat is the breed...its a shih tzu@@ haha so cool...i'm hoping to see the puppy this christmas,cos gonna go to his house for a party :) anyway,mum seems to see me in a new light le,good news@@@ cos i told her lots about how to take care of a puppy and i also told her tat i'm going through a deep consideration regarding having one...and i think i appeared to be mature enough to take care of a pup.heehee hope this works... :P

* to adopt or buy a new pet?*

sigh,this is the dilemma i'm having now cos i have been surfing lots of webbie regarding adoption of pets and rabbit's stuff,went to spca's and hrss webbie also. Most of the pets are all so poor thing...especially there is one white rabbit.she is so small and skinny then is abandon by its owner in the forest.....i wonder if the owner is stupid or wat,does he believe that rabbits really leave in the forest?come'on lah,tat is wild rabbits lor,not those u take care at home.. anyway,someone kind hearted saw it then sent it to hrss (house rabbit society) so now the rabbit is taken care of and sent to the vet.have a good home now :)... so its like i feel that adoption is better than buying a new pet cos u r saving a life.but ya know,humans are just selfish cos i'm also hoping that i can have a baby pet which will grow up with me and wanna find a pet that is really to my liking.... how ar?very contradicting hor?sigh.....
bt seriously money is not a really big issue lah... btw,does rabbit smells?my mum keep saying at rabbit is damn smelly and sort of discourage me to have one.....as the previous post had said..she ask me to steal from my neighboor... -_-"

anyway now i totally agree that pets should be trained after getting to know more about pet. because first, giving convients to the owner makes taking care of pets easiler and thus pet owner wun b liking to give up on their pets easily moreover even humans obey rules so pets have to too right?heehee i realised the importance cos there is one person posted a thread in a forum saying his cousin have two dogs, one a jack russel and the other a westie then both of them fight constantly.the jack russel even bit the westie on the ears until there is blood@@.... a so dogs have to be trained too.....haha okie ciao..... wow,i plan to study at 3pm bt now its already 5pm........ wat the hell am i doing@@@@@ haiZZZZZ :P

ummmm plan to write some thoughts here.But i wonder will it be sensitive?sigh,its tiring to always try to guess the other's thought or try to do thing to "test the water" lol.anyway, first of all,regarding the rabbit pet,the more i look at the rabbit pics haha the more i wanna have them.but of course i do worry if this is just a sudden passion thing bt well if i wun try to have one,then i wun know right?moreover,i do believe that i have a sense of responsibility,towards other pple or it, btw,i'll consider abt rikku;s baby,but my main concern is,the babies father is pepis@@ then what kinda baby will tat be@@@ :P moreover rikku is not even that cute..heehee

Anyway, i got a scolding from mum this morning,regarding my driving tactnics.hahha she said i always tend to drive out of the lane when i see a fast moving car drive near me..... which is true i suppose,i tend to drift my car abit to the left when i see a fast moving car beside me,scare it will scratch my car :P and then i also speed when i'm driving near the bend...ummm according to my mum,she said i'm driving at a speed of 100km/h which is ultra too fast and will be hard to control the car if thing happens. ( i doubt i'm at speed 100,she must have exaggerated lah :P ) bt i do agree i tend to drive abit faster than normal...heehee guess its cos of the new driver symdrome.i suppose,as time goes by,i will grow to become a better driver, i hope :P STILL DUN KNOW HOW　TO PARK #_#"

oh, well there is another thing i learnt,not to listen to too much of stuff from other people.cos it may b not wat it seems to b.by giving me a blast and leave me with question marks doesn't make things work out.i have to admit i'm awkward and well with tat leads to escaping bt that doesnt mean i escape every now and then.there is still time that i'm left unnoticable,standing outside coffee express with elton the john..........-_-" (lucky he didnt see this)......... dun think u'll know tat.anyway ciao

kaoZ sigh,super ultra sianZZ now its 6am and guess wat i'm doing?studying....cos i haven started studying for the whole day until one am today so ya,haven start a single topic and monday is the exam...super damn cool hor?just abit of update..today is already sunday....sianZZz btw,currently have the passion to own a rabbit@@@ heehee i even when to search online about the different species of rabbit and how to take care of them lor. found two which i think i'll like to have.one is called the polish and the other is netherland dwarf rabbit....something like tat lah..they are classified as smaller than average rabbits and have a small round head.v cute and fairly easy to take care.hahah but guess wat my mum said? she say," u wanna own a rabbit ar? okie lor,go and steal the white rabbit from our neighboor can le....." sianZZZzz there is once i wanna own a dog too and guess wat my mum said.. " oh,u want a dog? caN. only if u can find a dog tat can be returned if u don't want it....." haiZ my mum does have her way to give people hopes, ya? .........
-_-"

dear 屁股人(backside person),

i just dun understand ya know,sigh,y everyone thinks i just love to run and live in my own cocoon?okie,i admit i dun like to be bothered by something that i'm unhappy with tat's y i just love to play and have fun.sigh but anyway sometimes things are always not wat it seems to be and i just dun understand why people love to make a mountian out of a mole hill......or issit cos i'm doing tat myself? *scratch head* maybe ba....... i just think that i'm really not good at expressing my thoughts in words....or even speech...(hahah now u know,actualli i'm a very chem person) tat's y just say stuff out without thinking and things may but be serious bt i sort of make it sound serious.

i have a friend,his name is pee,another of his friend,his name is angel.angel is a very fun guy,he used to laugh,smile but one day,he is pissed by a friend.his friend is the famous pee. Pee is a good guy too but he is not a very open person,as in,he dun really like to share thoughts with people cos well his priority is someone else,his family i suppose. Anyway angel is okie with it until one fine day.a incident happened........

angel msged pee: " hey friend,i heard that in a far away land,lives a shit and she seems to be a person who loves the toilet very much@@ heehee"

when pee saw the msg,he is laughting all the way as shit is just seating beside the toilet,hugging the bowl, so pee let shit see the sent msg.
awhile later, pee msged angel:" hey,i let shit see the msg and its so funny that we both laugh out loud@@"

angel is so embarrassed when he sees it as the msged sent meant to be abit private and he is just abit sian as how come he's friend leak the msg out so he decided a cold war....where it seems tat pee dun know a single thing abt it...... but of course angel knows tat pee wasn't observant so angel continued the "cold war" for a long long time...... (it onli seems long to angel) anyway, time passed real fast,it seems like a years since the last "cold war" bt its actually a week....

angel meet pee....bt he decided to act cool.waiting for a responds but pee acted as seems nothing has happened but dun know how,angel feels that its geting awkward as he feels that pee really DUN KNOW about the "cold war"....damn....angel get even more furious so he decided to wait.... wait and wait. being his shy nature,he decided to just hide in his cocoon for a while.

few days passed.angel decided to call shit and apologised for say out that she has a fetish for toilet bowels... bt well to angel's surprise, shit is not even angry but feeling okie about it.then angel starts to tell shit about pee's annoying nonchalance attitude.somehow,angel also told shit not to leak out the stuff said as he knows shit is someone who screw stuff up.

few days passed.angel looked at his handphone....."no msg" ...after seeing tat,he feels abit sad."haiZZZ the cold war doesnt seems no work, nevermind lets wait for day two...." he mumbered to himself.

one fine day,he thought again" pee just don't get it....forget it then" but somehow,as days passed by, angel get used to the idea of not seeing pee anymore so he just put the thing aside and concentrated on something more important,tat is the angel council exams. He has to work hard to become the real pure angel. so anyway, but he do feel that things are not going well with pee so he decided to leave a msg for pee but the return seems annoying.... wonder y........... then shit comes to the picture.....

Shit didnt keep his promised,he really leak out the secret and meddle into stuff. haiZ and smelly shit just screw things up bt nothing big though cos there is still a fairy to help out.

pretty fairy then wave her wand, a few sentence appeared in the clouds,

May god bless u,
Sometimes life is unpredicable
Go with ur feelings

Send love to those belong
Earth is filled with miracles
Real life it is this
Elusive to understand
Never give up hope
Everything will b alright

Night will always appear
Over the shadow you go pass
With tat,u will see the light

just at this moment,pee passed by,
a clue is what he sees
but does he get the hint?



*actually i posted this few days ago but pull it out the next after, cos i have a friend who told me tat its offending and at that very moment when i'm told its offending,i'm super ultra pissed.its like i totally just wanna make this abit fun and well,about the names,i know its lame and its just meant for laugh.sigh. regarding the hint.i suppose non of u pple will guessed it cos i let two pple see this and none found the hint.hahha sad issit?one of them say its a ingenius way of writing the clue,one asked me not to post this ..... i dun know who to listen to actualli cos if its offending,then sorry,i dun know u much, bt regardless of anything,i decided to post this cos wanna follow my instincts.haha ummm stil feel its so lame for this to draged...*

wow,now its in the middles of my exam and just finished my math paper.wouldnt talk much abt it else it will b depressing.hahah overall dun think will do well cos when doing the paper,sort of like did everything but not confident in getting any correct.:P

so after the afternoon paper,went over to wen's hall to play playstation...actually we didnt play playstation lah,.we watched a movie instead."red shoes". gosh,tat movie sux lor...the plot is so stupid....sianZZZ hehee bt i'm looking forward to watch harry porter and another movie...bt cant realli remember the name.......so after the movie,ate dinner with wen and ym.Quite fun actualli,it reminds me of my hall life.....the happy times i spent with my hallmates..sigh...sort of miss it. :)

ummm regarding A..... ummm ya freakly speaking,we r drafting la.umm dun know wat to say actualli maybe partly cos she dun need me?its like if a friend dun need one another or dun depend on one another then they can be just strangers on the streets or even acquaintance.umm actualli not the right time to say this though..cos these can be due to exams.who knows,hahah ya bt wat the heck.haha

anyway i have a friend who met some sian stuff lately,its like her great grand ma had a minor stroke...lucky its just minor lor,bt currently still not clear of the condition....sianZZ so this sort of thing teach us better dun wait until things happened then regret ya :)

ummm abt regrets,i sort of come up with a theory ... ummm regarding death lah..its like when ever people whom u r close to pass away, try not to be sad, because "no one will wanna be remembered as someone who brings sorrow to the face." and also,every deaths u meet actualli lets u learn a lesson bt if u never understand or learn frm it,its just a waste of something tat has happened..... example..... every deaths makes u remeber that to treasure someone u r close to...although this is more easily said then done.but when u experience lossing someone close...u will start to learn. i'm serious that if u really treasure someone and spend time with them...when they passed aways,u wun have any sense of regrets of pain...more of happy memories left..... from experience i guess.

ummm its just personal thoughts lah....can b full of crap too haha. okie ciao....

lol, hasnt be blogging for years@@@ actually much n0t much has happened as everything is just lectures,tutorials, school work and now. EXAMS...... :(

exams is around the corner now and guess most people are studying bt somehow i haven got the anxiety yet... haha maybe cos i'm studying at home ba.just too lazy to drive all the way back to sch..... Opps, speak about driving. i PASSED heehee just exactly one week ago....and guess wat,i met with a minor accident like 3 days after i got my licence............ lame hor....bt its really not my fault lah cos i did everything i could to avoid the accident liao bt somehow,tat gal still wanna bang onto my side of the car..... so yupZ, she paid for the repair and everything bt hor,its abit sian cos since its obviously her fault,we can actualli get more money for the repair bt since i'm just a newbie and usually in accidents,newbie is ALWAYS in disadvantage, so ya,my mum just asked for the bear minimum. ..haiZZZ so beware dude, even though u r super careful bt drivers out there may not be that cautions.i remembered someone told me,a good driver is not one who have the skill to drive but one who knows how to avoid an accident@@ :)

guess i better end now and go to my studying cos i haven studied ANYTHING today(when for tuition in the afternoon) and now its already ten plus...... guess i'm gonna burn midnight oil again... :( and gimmdudZs, if u got time,message me e a wake up call to study..haiZZ somehow,i just dun have the drive...hehee all my drive is diverted to watching tv,..... :P has been watching a new hongkong drama and plan to watch EVERY single epi of it "da tang shuang long zhuan" SUPER NICE...heehee bt i think its a bad ending........ its alright dude,just dun watch the last epi@@@ heehee :P

opps. good luck to kh's driving lessons.hahah i hope u will meet with a minor accident...hey dun be mad...this is good@@ so that next time u will know wat to do when u passed.....cos now u have ur instructor with u mah...oh ya,there is something super impt that everyone need to have if u meet with an accident..tat is to have a camera with u and take ALL the photos u need...including the surrounding cos if both parties dun admit their fault, u'll have to claim money from the insurances for ur repair and without solid evidents to reinforce ur stand... u may lost the case...heehee okie bb :)