You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
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Dreamer's utopia
i want it to be a place where i can spit all the secrets and stuff that i wanna say :) a place where there is no secrets and a record of my daily life :P
Monday, June 28, 2004
Saturday, June 19, 2004
latest news,the new toilet bowel cost four hundred plus!!!sigh~~and i'm ground on thurs cos have to wait at home for the plummer~~this is so stupid...ridicule i can say~~ :(
btw,cheated a gb friend,when they ask me wat age,i say 14!!!lol this is so sick..sigh~~ this game is realli for kids man :P
i'm dead!
today i broke my house's toilet bowel~~yeah,laugh all u wan bt i really did that. my mum quite pissed nw cos we may need to tear out the whole toilet bowel and place a new one which not only cost lots of money bt also time and effort...sigh~
i broke it cos i accidentally let go of the heavy toilet bowel cover and it just fell on top of the tolet bowel.there is goes...very sad..and guilty too.unbelieveable right?well gimme a call when u see this,need all the comfort i can have...sigh~
Saturday, June 12, 2004
sigh~this may be the worst decision in my life~~
okie~i have accepted ym's request to be her roomie for the next yr~~i'm actually quite reluctant cos first thing,i scare my mum will feel alonely at home.Today,my mum is sick thus i decided to stay at home to take care (actually only go buy us dinner lah) of my mum instead of watchin move with ym and lou.at that moment,i really feel quite helpless and hope that my dad is around cos when my mum is sick,i bet he'll kmow wat to do or accompany her.ya know,when a person is sick,its her weakest moment and may think back abt the past...and i dun want that..
i really dun know what i'm saying man...sigh~~i feel really miserable to leave my mum alone at home..knowing that my bro will always be away..i just feel that there is this invisible burden on my shoulders and i doubt i have the strength or the ability to carry it,but i must,i wanna protect my mum from any other sadness or what so ever that hurts.sigh,i really hope that my dad is still around,to look after mum.guess my family will never be a whole again.maybe it is really a good thing that my mum plans to move into my granny's house after bro move out to his new home,like that,there will be company..i guess i'll have to make a pact with bro at the moment,ask him to be home more often..accompany mum.
Ya know wat?Guess i'm really selfish.Some pple may suggest my mum find another partner bt i'm totally against it.i remembered once,my dad asked me in the past.if he's dead,will i allow mum to find some1 else?my answer to him is i dun mind.Seriously,now,when i'm in that situation,i wun allow it.Bt doubt i'll have this problem cos my mum dun want it too. :) okie,what am i doing??sigh~maybe all this feelin is just cos i'm afraid of changes.i hate changes.i dun want it.lol,this is so depressing!!my life changed so much for the past few yrs.so many pple have left.i dun wanna lose anymore pple.the ones i love,cared and treasured.i really want god to promise me that he will never again take away anything from me again!Ever~
Thursday, June 10, 2004

You're GI Joe with the Kung Fu Grip!! You're
strong, tough, and know how to kick some ass.
Don't forget though, no matter how manly you
think you are, you're still just a doll. God
Bless America.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.
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sigh~~lameZ leh....haha maybe just a little..hahah
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
ok this will be a ultra short one.nothing really happened today except met my jc friends then we go collect cert cum go tampines mall shop shop then all of them come to my house to watch vcd.Oh today my godmother treat the whole family to some resturant called lemon grass.The food is quite nice and everything is fine except i got a lecture from the WHOLE family!!They keep saying i'm very lazy then didnt do housework!!sigh~i have to admit this that i am really lazy..bt its sort of embarrassing to be told by someone other than ur mum...get what i mean?sigh~~and another thing is my aunts always ask me if i got boyfriend a not..sigh~~abit irritating ya know cos sometimes i'll wear skirt then when they see that'they'll suspect i'm going out with some guy!!sianZ
okie,after the dinner,i came back home immediately to play gunbound!!heehee met ym thus play together!!really very fun man..today i'm sort of the loser and extremely off form!!the black sheep of my team..:( bt still we win lots of match..bt not cos of me but my team mates.One of them is ym and the other is firefull,a new friend!!heehee today we keep playing with this team of portugese pple.shit,they keep saying a language that u dun understand lor..very sian~`hhaha bt if you think they dun understand english,then u r wrong!!sigh~if i scold them in english,they will immediately fight back!!haha but overall,very fun.like to play with firefull cos he always encourages me heehee not like other pple!!when i missed a shot,they will just gimme a scolding.. :( okie end now~~btw,not very short hor? :P
Sunday, June 06, 2004
okie,i exaggerated abit.later i questioned my bro how come he deleted my game then he apologised saying at first,he suspected its gunbound which caused the system to go hay wire but in the end,its not.Well,at least he apologised!then ask me to download gunbound again.ya i like this new blogger layout too!!hahah anyway when i enter gunbound webbie,i realised i'm now a wooden axe (increase in ranking)!!! so happy!!heehee.sigh~ brother and vivi go australia today~heehee pestered him to buy me a tweety bird key chain :P miss him though,at least he bothered to messaged me goodbye before he go on plane :) sweet issn't it?actually he msg goodbye cos i didnt follow mum to send him off..heehee abit lazy ya know~~feel abit guilty now~~~ :P
just now go tried tons of clothes to match my flair skirt.man,abit regret buying that skirt cos its just so hard to find a top to go with it!!!in the end,i found a hot pink top to match (i think) then again~ sigh~~ i'll be so damn pink!!cos my bag is pink,top is pink,even the skirt is abit pink (purplish pink) :(
okie,gonna go bath then rewatch "ever after" again..or maybe "song of music"....!!:P i also just bought "head over heels" by freddie prinze jr!!!heehee costed me only $1.50!!so happy!!prinze jr is so ultra cute!!sigh~~okok bye for now~~
Saturday, June 05, 2004
this sux big time!!!sigh~~ i can't play gun bound anymore...my bro deleted it and say cos there's virus!then say its course i deloaded gun bound.super sian man!!!the problem is there long before i download gun bound!!!!this is ultra lame...steaming now...bad mood....GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sick!
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