Sticky Candy

Tears of sorrow filled the air
Knowing that someone will never be there
A person long gone can never be seen
Leaving the memories to be relived

Through the years that have passed by
You, my love, is always by my side
Fighting my sorrows, sadness and tears
Making me feel better with your cheers

Hearing the news of you away,
My heart breaks with wanning ache
Anguish, regrets struck my mind
Realizing the years you’re left behind

With the times when I’m away,
You must have suffered in darkening days
Loss of words to express myself
For I have walked pass your gloomy days

I set my foot on the very last day
Weeping no tears as I’m finally awake
Feeling your presence then I slowly realized
You will always be there, by my side

To my undying friend,
Forever you live.
With happy memories,
Together, we shall be

A poem dedicated to a friend whom I never learnt to cherish until the day when its too late. She passed aways.. I hope she will led a wonderful life, away from sorrow, sadness and tears. Like a sleeping beauty, peaceful and living happily ever after….

 

this is a poem i wrote long ago.i think i wanna put it up cos in case it is lost,i still can find it here, in this blog :) came back from camp two days ago and gosh,too many things happen le...just dun know where to start or how so i'm not gonna write it now...maybe tomorrow or when i'm free haha :P

escape from camp!!!

okie,i have just escaped from camp few hours ago..bt have to go back again..so just a short notice to my friends.pls dun try to sms me from wednesday to sat...can only call cos i'll divert all calls to my friend's hp..hehee i left my hp in my aunt's house...
will write more abt further details in camp...btw, today also took the english qualifying test.kh,its super easy so pls dun worry!! :P bye for nw :) 

A new beginning in my life
 
 
sigh~i'll have to move to my new hostel tomorrow..seriously,i'm totally not keen lor..when i hear my mum question me when i'm going,i just feel abit sad.sad that i have to move and sad that she will be alone.Nevermind abt the sian part.Yesterday,the first day when i step foot in my hostel,i got the shock of my life!!!never have i seen such a dirty and "abandon" room!!!Every where is cobwebs...i'm not kidding,really cobwebs!And the tables are covered with thick layer of dust...sigh~ i spent abt 3 hours cleaning the tables and ym sweeping the floor...Actually,i'm quite grateful that ym spare some thoughts for me.She did the sweeping and cleaning the more dusty parts with out asked cos she knows that i have sensitive nose. :) bt well sometimes i'm quite weird.i hate people becoming to attached to me.i treasure my privacy very much and hate it when it is destroyed... :P ym is a very good friend,a friend who put u above all and treasures u to the end....bt she is very attached to me thus sometimes makes me irritated..sigh~~
 
Anyway,after all the cleaning chores.i when to meet cl and gang.Its cl's birthday thus gonna give him present and have some good food!!heehee actually,i'm quite paiseh cos that day is really too tired to celebrate thus may seems abit abnormal...Wow,saw samuel and eugene that day!!lol,its actually kinda a surprise staged by cl and samuel...i guess.its quite sweet actually bt i can never believe this....cl say i'm his wife in the camp!!!!lol....(cl is gonna kill me!!) ok lah,i'm just kidding. :P  anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG LIANGZ!!!
 
So after all the celebration,went to my granny's house and guess wat,saw daniel!!haha my cousin from harvard!sigh~as usual,there is no other cousins around there to talk to thus he came over to chat with me. sob sob,actually talking to him is quite interesting BUT pressurizing cos he's very brainy kinda guy so he will told abt very worldly stuff like the nobel prize winners or maybe come up with some difficult phyics questions to ask me.. :_(  thus sometimes if i give stupid answers...i feel like an idiot.. :P
 
Anyway today i went back to hostel again to clean up the room.Luckily,ym's maid came thus helped us to finish most of the chores therefore the room is now sparkling clean!! :)
will be able to move in in no time....hope the camp is fun..bye nw~ :P
 

*~ Dreams ~*

Dreaming of her,
i always have,
waking up in hope,
for she will be there,
but life is never,
simple it may seem,
for hope vanishes,
with every minute ticks.

A love cocoon,
so thick and strong,
built with tender,
and ever-lasting faith,
but never before,
i thought this way,
when the shield depletes,
and slowly fades.

i questioned my love,
where are you?
for you promised long ago,
protect me,
always

A warm voice heard,
familiar it is,
words sank deep,
providing comfort and relieve.

Oh my dear,
grandchild of mine,
the shield is still there,
just not in the light.
in my mind it will remain,
in my heart,
it stays.

Dreams of her,
forever it shall be,
for it is the only way,
she will be with me.
in my heart she's always there,
in my dreams,
she live.

By ratinacage posted on 5 Feb 2004

beneath …

Let me walk a while alone
Among the sacred rocks and stones
Let me look in vain belief
Upon the beauty of each leaf

There is green in every blade
The tree tops lean providing shade
Maypoles spin in happy sound
All nature's strength around

And there's a horse that feels no pain
Its iron strength to take the strain
Children rock it to and fro
And gaily drink its colour-glow

Above, the sky, devoid of cloud
Thinks not to cast a thunder shroud
Upon this place so full of joy
A field of gold of loves employ

So, why my heavy heart? You say
When tears would stain
The sights so gay
My brother's dreams once here did soar
Until he died at the hand
Of needless war


*wow,read this in my cousin's forum..it touches me though~ the way he writes it is really good too~~its quite inspiring though..how a war can do to you~~

i write poems during my free time but i'm never a good poet.Guess its because i'm never into literature before and studied the subj only when i'm forced too~~ :P So i hereby hope to post my latest poem here inorder to get some useful feedbacks :)
The poems i wrote are the feelings i have either by watching tv shows or inspired by the harsh reality in the world.I'm young and perhaps naive too thus my poems may sound abit ignorant to u so please bear with it :)

(b)(i)A teary clown(/i)(/b)


Smiles and laughter filled the air,
as truth untold is never shared,
the painted face that always smiles,
with teary eyes,
hidden and not found,
pieces of puzzles joined together,
the final truth will soon uncover.

A love so strong that it aches deep in,
Looking at the scene that will never become me,
A song that plays for the lonely heart,
which is always there,
For the blind to see.

Wearing a mask,
She looks ahead,
Smiling towards her prince charming,
Whom i dare say is holding on,
To the love of his life,
the beauty queen.

If I were the teary clown,
I’ll wipe off the mask which shows all smiles,
Looking ahead for my enchanted rose,
Who has eyes on me and no one else.

Bless the heaven,
He soon realize,
The bitter tears that is filled inside,
A new found love,
Slowly sips in,
Revealing the beauty that is kept unseen.

this poem is inspired by a tv show i have watched long ago.Dun ask me why i wrote it,i dun know either~~ :)
btw,i have more poems actually bt i got a feeling my bro has deleted it cos i cant't find it anymore after the reboot of the computer~~ i hope i'm wrong bt~~well the only poems i miss is Sticky candy and another incomplete poems i started long ago~~so sad~~