dear bloggie,

pls tell me why am i feeling so gloomy now?sigh~y am i feeling sad?i think today i'm feeling super ultra sad...
in my everyday life,the thing i drag most is to go back to hostel on sunday night...some people may ask why?well, what can i say,the feeling is like leaving your comfortable and well protected shell where all happiness lies..but this is made better when my mum fetch me to school every sunday night....today,i have to go back alone and the feeling is really really bad.....at least with my mum,there is someone accompanying you all the way,but going back alone,its like ... feeling very lonely...i drag that...sigh~ when friends are leaving for their home,i will always have the sudden urge to rush home...but knowing that i can't, and should not, its made worst...sigh~~

guess many of u will wonder, why i feel so emotional abt this?i really dun know..maybe i still dun feel at home here?sigh~~i have realised that i hasn't been spending time with friends after i start staying in hostel...well,its not that i dun want to but its just too sweet staying at home moreover i'm just too shagged to go out..sorry guys.....i guess you will have to give me time to get used to this kinda life first..btw,i really need to cut down on my expenses now...due to the pizza hut thingy,i can only spend $1.40 per day for 5 days the only 10 dollars on sat (if got go out) see!sigh~~~ poor like shit....