well.haha wat should i say?nothing much changed actually,ya know,the same old me.maybe a change in hairstyle?lol.ya....ya know...something just makes me ponder for quite something.actually i didnt really think much abt it bt ya,will my mum wanna remarried?i guess its selfishness,bt i hope this will never happen....that's y i always hope mum will go granny's house and.ya know.keep her occupied and stuff....sigh....is that evil?i remembered dad once asked me,"if i'm gone,will u allow ur mum to remarried?".At that moment,my answer is yes,sigh....i'm such an ass,when u r not in the situation,u will never know......yupZ now i v sian.
actually,dun tok abt it lah.let nature take its course ba,bt i still hope nothing ever change... :)

Sorry to say,bt i usually dun know how to console people,ya know,its like if its not really something to b sad abt...like ym,actually i'm quite pissed.ya know its like,u dun treasure what u have then cry over something that is losted by someone else.wat is this?When discussing abt life and death,i'm sensitive to it and wun wanna tok much.ya,u may think hey,this is running away from problems.Bt pal,there is never any antidote for sadness,especially to someone who is gone..because problem will never be resolved,problems will be left unsolved.It relay on u urself to deal with the problem.Either to forget or to ignore.Me,i choose to ignore.Of course the pain of lost will lessen,bt its always there.

shit,i haven go pass money to someone...sigh...sianZZZZ