well,okie,now i'm in a clear mind now.never know that i'm a crying baby.dun know y,tears just row freely,haha guess i'm born to become an actress?okie,i dun know how to begin with this.actually things doesnt seems to be that bad,when i heard that mum may get this firboids(some tumor) i immediately when checking abt it and find that its actually benign and its common for females to get it.i dun know wat to say,to tell u that i'm relief,its just a lye,i'm still worried.its like i believe i'm realli close to mum and to know that she need to go through an operation just makes my heart ache.sigh...i also dun know wat to say,i'll treat everything as normal as i dun wanna make my mum worried.i'll be accompaning her to the hospital on monday for a detailed check up.In the mean time,i believe i have to be strong,to be the pillar there for her.

damn,i have 2 tests tmr and i haven read a single bit.....sigh....wat eva,anyway,i'm realli fine