ok,i think i have a habit of exaggerating stuff.example for my mum's case.actually,my mum is not tat bad.Sometimes...actually all the time.she cares much for me.She's always the one who sends me to school and prepares breadfast.The one who helps me when i'm in deep deep trouble...so i shouldn't have grumbled too much.When i seat alone and think abt it,its actually best that my mum goes to my granny's or even have more activities.it will make her feel useful and preoccupied.one fine day,i'll grow up and till then she make feel lonely... Frankly speaking,do you really think i'm immature?i behavious like that cos i wanna stick with mum,stay by her side.let her feel that she's still needed and there is me who needs her.i do look forward to staying in the school hall if i were to enter uni but there is another problem...i dun wanna leave my mum alone at home.Moreover,my stupid cum idiot brother is never at home!*i guess girls are always more sensitive* :) So i suppose,ya,its best she gets closer to my aunt,whom is not married.

ok i guess i'm angry because i'm sick and not a single soul knows that moreover i didnt have a proper meal for a long long time,i guess i even forgot how a proper meal taste like.
why do i feel so pathetic now?i really dun know why i feel like that...i miss my grandma so much.She'll be here for me if she's still alive.she will care for me,take me to the doctor.cook proper meals for me.okey at least she will be there and know i do exist in this world...

i'm extremely sad now.my mum is never at home.only reach home ard night time (11+) my brother too is not at home.i'm always alone.no one cooks lunch nor dinner so i never bother to eat a proper meal now.usually just some cup noodles or chocolate will do.i totally sick of this life.one fine day,i might just wanna go away.really far away or stay until very late as late as my family member,until they notice that i'm away....................i hate this life.really...............

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ok my new year visit is quite boring actually.first,i went to my aunt's house (dad's relative) Damn,their first impression of me is like,gosh~you are wearing that!!!..sigh~cos i guess in their eyes,i'm always the small,young,immature gal so when they see me wearing a tube top,they are like,so shocked!hahah There you go,i have grown up!!!!:P Recieved quite a bit of complements for that dress so quite happy...but through out the visits,i really feel v awkward cos i'm like over dressed!everyone is so casual....:(
After some visiting to my relative's house,me and jasmine (my cousin) went to watch movie together.its magic kitchen at junction8,ard 10+pm.The movie is really not very fantastic...seriously,i really dun understand the meaning of the show!!!ummm...so guys,go watch the movie if you really wanna support your idol,other than that...think twice.. :P damn,the movie ticket is so expensive!!$8.50!is like an addition of 2 dollars from the normal weekdays' ticket...sigh~

anyway,this year the hong pao is more of quantity than quality... :P means that there is more hong pao this year but the amount in a hongpao has decreased!!..sigh~but luckily my mum and few aunt is quite generous.. :P so got the most hongpao money this year.. :P so happy..i'm thinking of buying ps2 actually but scare that its just the heat of the moment thingy....hey ps2 is damn expensive k..so must think twice... :P ok gonna go out with kh,liangz,ash and jw tomorrow..hahah cos kh is gonna go for National service liao so must come out for lunch and take photo too!!heehee after he change his haircut liao than take a picture again... :P that will be really memoriable!!!! :P

opps,forget to thank kh,edwina and amy for the greeting cards.heehee come'on if not for my persuasion,i doubt you all will gimme the card.. :P heehee anyway,its really nerve cracking to try to think of a present for kh and liangz when they go for national service...my bro's friend suggest that i buy them fresherners..cos they can't really bath there...or maybe some disposable underwear??heehee :P btw,just a point to note,for those going for national service,you can't bring along perfume k?remember that!!!! :)

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today is chinese new year!!!hahah i'm all dressed up and really to got collect my hong pao (short form:money!!:P) umm a bit awkward though cos i'm like totally ah go go...my dress is damn retro.scare i'm too over dressed...i'm wearing a brown tube top.not totally brown though...got colourfull lines as pattern with a matching skirt....damn...i hope i can survive this new year with this dress....umm think abit eye catching....:(

yesterday went to chinatown with friends.quite fun actually.me and ash get to meet lots of friends like kh,wj,sambawang,miss sam and ofcourse liangz!

first i waked up ard 11am in the morning then prepare to meet miss sam,my ex tution teacher.She's really close to me,like an old friend.Bt unfortunely,we only get to meet like half an hour cos....heehee i'm late moreover she has tution after that.So i'm forced to shop ard westmall for one hour before meeting ash at lot1.(that idiot ash wanna go shopping with dad to buy "accessaries" for her dog).After meeting ash,both of us ate dinner with kh and conincidently met wei ting,our secondary school classmate!!She's still her usual self,although with a change in hairstyle.Too bad,she's working at that time,or else we'll be able to chit chat for a while.After every thing,both me and ash went to chinatown to meet wj.Gosh,he didnt change a single bit.heehee except getting smaller in size.You wun believe it!heehee his new year wish is to grow taller and become bigger in size.Yupz,three of us really talk alot cos it has been like a year since we met.i never know that wj can be so gentlement!He's always doing things like opening the door for us and helping us buy food.Sigh~i hope SOMEONE will learn from him.. :P

okey so after meeting wj,liangz came so we began to shop for a while.I totally agree with liangz that for this year,there isn't much of that new year atmosphere....maybe its because we have out grown it?...Anyway,through out the day,the best part is the time when we light up the fire works.!!..i'm really not sure what its called but its like a wand...so went back ard 3am.damn tired....

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ok i cut my hair today!!its quite short..sigh~ard the shoulder length...so sad....
:( my mum say it looks nice but i know she's lying!!!anyway,since damage is done,i didnt bother abt it lah :P

ok let fate do the decision then.Tomorrow,i'm gonna go visit my tution teacher.after that,i think the meeting will end ard 6pm.if ash sees this,and sms to tell me she saw this,i'll meet her ard 6+ and find kh to get back the game.After that we'll go chinatown together to meet wen jun for dinner ard 9.(not really dinner,maybe just sit down to talk a bit since he messaged me)Then meet liangz at 10.30.....okey that's all.if she didnt message me then we'll forget abt the whole thing.i'll go to my granny's house first and wait till 10pm to meet liangz.. :)

okey.here goes.totally no comments.totally stark shocked.you know,when people say shocked to your toes,i just thought its just an expression but now i can really feel that after reading something.hahah well to clarify.i'm not extremely furious.if i really am,i wun bother to put "capitial"letters in the message.com'on,if you are angry,will you bother?i just wanna convey a message that i'm pissed and sick of planning the outing because all are not free yet agreed to meet.imagine what will you feel if you plan this and have something else to do too?okey,i kept pushing my date with yuan man so we can meet on monday.so since at the last minute,i have to call her again to make arrangement.

ashley,i can bluntly tell you that i'm not angry,i even laugh when i posted the message,untill i see the reply you gave.ya,tryday be a third person and view the things you wrote on your blog.put yourself in my shoes and see again.you'll know how i feel now.

Friendship is never abt hey,today i friend you,or hey,i don't friend you.its something you feel,mutually.ya,that's abt it.actually i didnt really read your blog.merely glance through.i dun know for you but i never dare to look at your replies where i know its a angry one.really,say me a coward?i don't know,may be reality is just not easy to accept.ok i really didnt know i hurt you so much and i apologise.yupz

ok,just mustered up my courage to see the message and true enough i recieved what is expected so i'm gonna reply all messages here since i don't wanna waste my sms.

liangz:yup,i sounded abit pissed.but i'm alright lah.i know you decide to cut hair cos i want to but remember at the last minute you say you make needa work in the morning?so how r you suppose to meet us?moreover ash also cancelled it last minute.PS:i made two plans,both backfired.send more than 6 sms....damn..

Ash:nope i'm not crazy just not in the right state of mind.cl did call me and i believe i have mentioned it in the above entry.yupz,i suppose its totally my fault to ask you out since you are not involved.ok i'll remember that.

sigh~feel abit guilty.just now liangz called.i think the messages is sent by him.weird,this makes it even worst...anyway,i think i'm pretty mean to liangz cos i sort of ummm pissed at that moment so just wanna apologise to him if he sees this :)

sorry pal~~~ :P

ok,i'm a total ass hole!I tell off my friends today cos i'm so damn pissed off.Man...ok i tryda plan a meeting today cos i'm so sick of staying at home but guess what.its either they can't make it or they just backed off in the last minute!!!gosh,god save me.i'm burning right now!ok so i send all of them a message,saying that no plans are currently made and i'm never gonna make any plans in future!EVER!i suppose that may be really true cos i may start work on lst of February and after that,i may not have the time to go out liao.sigh~i'm so better off going out with my jc friends.At least they tell me in the first place whether they are free a not..yupz,should be going out with ym tomorrow to register for the basic theory test then maybe go cut hair..

i wonder that kewei there is really him since pple can fake their identity easily!!i hope its not liangz who's playing this joke......

PS:till now,i didnt see their reply from the previous message i sent.i just hope its not a message of angry.that will make me feel really sad....

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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

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wow,i can't believe i'm now wide awake at 8.30am in the morning!!!haha and slept ard 4.30am at night.late night watched felicity.its the last epi for the season.sigh~i really miss ben now.he's gorgous!!with that smile on his face....fantastic..damn,i'm dreaming again.. :P anyway in the end ben and felicity did get back together again so don't you worry!opps,forgot to explain why wake up in this hour.cos i have to do some job thinky.i asked ash to send me a message with her applicantion number and ic number.damn that idiot.didnt do any thing!ummm so i didnt ask my aunt abt you....sorry man.
sigh~now i really don't know what to do.should i go back to sleep now?bt can't.too wide awake.maybe i'll just linger for a while untill i feel tired..:)

Anyway yesterday,that idiot kh tricked and lied to me that he has picked up the habit of smoking.Man am i furious!i totally ignored him through out the dinner.(am having dinner with ash and kh)well,it started when i heard him say he forgot to buy some cigrettes.i questioned him whether he's buying for himself or for someone,fully expected that he'll tell me its not for him since he's never a smoker.Yupz,he told me likewise,and damn did i believed him...haha but after some time when he had his fill of laughter,he told me its for his friend.Well,its not that i hate smokers....okey ya i do hate them..bt i'm angry with kh because i do care abt the health of my friends around me.If someone,whom have no relation with me smokes,i wun give a damn! :P I suppose,i feel so strongly abt smoking is because my dad is once a smoker too,before my brother is borned.And he got lung cancer...So yupz,take care k?that's actually for someone i'm close to too.you know who you are!!! :P

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this webbie can see Chun-ya,the actor

heehee did nothing today.Merely sitting at home and watch television.Today watched a really romentic korean show.its abt two innocent love birds whom didnt get together in the end.However,fate has brought their children together instead.Its a touching show where i cant help but cry over their undying love.
found this description of the show in some webbie:

The talented Son Ye-jin stars in a double role as college student Chi-hye and her mother Chu-hui. After charming Chi-hye browses through a box that stores the secret documents, she discovers the romantic past of her mother. Besides being swept away by the nostalgic tale of her parent 's earlier days, Chy-hye suddenly finds herself caught inside her own romantic tale with the attractive playwright Sang-min (Jo In Seong) who is nobody else than the boy friend of her best friend Su-kyong (Lee Sang-in)! "

ok first,an intro.The one whom Chu-hui (mum) loves is Chun-ha,a common boy,who has no status nor money.Chu-hui is sort of promised to a man Tae-su,whom is also Chun-ha's best friend,by her parents.Ya know.in korea,their idealogy is really traditional.They totally believe in marrying the family with the same status and wealth.Here goes.During a visit to the country side,Chu-hui,a wealty gal,met and fell in love with Chun-ha,whom also comes from the city to visit his uncle.Although they love each other,but both doesnt have the courage to say it out.Moreover Chu-hui fell sick thus is sent to the hospital located in the city.Chun-ha too have to go back to school in the city thus with this,both love birds never have a chance to see each other again.untill....

In school,Tae-su and Chun-ha are best friends.One day,Tae-su implored Chun-ha to help him write a love letter to a girl.The girl is betrothed to him by his parents and looking at her picture,she looks quite cute thus he didnt reject the marriage.After looking at the girl's picture,Chun-ha is shocked to his toes!!its none other than Chu-hui herself.Tae-su,with no knowledge of Chun-ha and Chu-hui's relationship,proposed a double dating.From that day onwards,both love birds reunite and led a wonderful life together.But Chun-ha feels its unfair for Tae-su thus told him about them.Initially,Tae-su is okey with it.Moreover,he even help both love birds to arrange meetings and all that but terror strikes when Tae-su's father found out abt it.Tae-su is badly beaten by his father as his father really wanted the marriage to happen (its to his benefit but i really dun know why.. :P)Tae-su suffered under his father's torture and commited sucide.(not dead,Chun-ya saved him)Filledl with guilt,Chun-ha joined the army and left.Chu-hui is unable to change his mind but gave him her necklace and demend that he come back alive.(umm for why chun-ha went to join the army,its still a mystery to me cos i missed that part,bt i guess its guilt...:P)In the war,bombs and bullets are everywhere.korean army is unable to withstand the enemy forces thus retreat from the battle field.Luckily chun-ha came out of the battle field but realised that he lose the necklace which chu-hui gave him.Without warning,he dashed back to the battle field to find his necklace.Everything goes on smoothly as he retrived his necklace,until a bomb landed....

After few years,the love birds meet again.i supposed Chu-hui is 30+ now and still single.The meeting goes on smoothly until Chun-ya said he has married.Chu-hui is devastated but till then did she realised Chun-ya is blind.(cos of the bomb during war)Few years past again.Chu-hui married Tae-su,thinking that chun-ya has married and should move on with her life.she gave birth to Chu-hye.One fine day when Chu-hui,along with her daughter,visited the country side where she met chun-ya.She saw a group of people standing at the river bank.Being curious,she when over to take a look.To her horror,its Chun-ya's ashes that the group of people are holding.One of them recognised that its Chu-hui and decided to tell her the truth.Actually,Chun-ya did not married someone else.he only married after Chu-hui did.A son,as young as chu-hui's daughter,is left in the world,keeping the necklace his father has given him.The son is none other than Sang-min,whom in the end,will fall in love with Chu-hye,Chu-hui's daughter,and led a happy life..... :)

ummm i may not have made this romantic but with my english,this is what you get!!!!sweet right?do gimme some comments :)

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damn!!!i'm the world's most idiotic,stupid and pathetic lair to children!!!!!!!!gosh~~~~ok i promised my cousins that i'll buy them presents but till now,i still didnt fulfill my promise and guess what! the kids actually bought mi presents and drew a personal portray for me!!!!!damn~~i feel so guilty now.... :( i'm gonna go to the kids house tomorrow and become santa claus!i'm gonna go fulfill my promise right away!!!!i will!!!!shit....i feel like a cheater...

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today did nothing.bored.but going out tomorrow!!!heehee i wonder what i'm gonna say to my tution teacher when we meet since it has been a lot time~~~

watched a show today.title is "An elephant's tale"its really touching and i even cried (no real human being woundn't!!!)!!!The show is like an documentary.All characters are real elephants.i think they just add the voice into it.Other than that,its pure documentary.The plot is about a baby elephant.He leds a wonderful and happy life until the hunters came.To save the baby elephant,the mother elephant urged it to ran away and hide.promising that she will find him later..unfortunely,days have passed but the mother elephant is still no where to be seem.luckily,another family of elephant came and discovered the baby elephant.Reluctantly,one of the herd "promised" the baby elephant to help him look for his mum.Since the baby elephant has no name,the herd called him whispers (cos he can't trumpet,sort of insulting actually)As most story goes,whispers is totally looked downed by the herd bt luckily,he found a good friend there.her name is Groove.The relationship between whisper and Groove is really sweet and funny.they always argue with each other but when it comes to a time in need,both never fails to risk their lives.Hope for whispers to meet his mother is dim as his mum is facing no other than humans themselves!(hunters) BUt eventually there is a happy ending.Little whispers did found her mum moreover he also gain acknowledgement from the herd of elephant whom once looked down at him.However,the sadest thing is that Groove died in the end...

Its really sad when you realised what humans have done to animals just for that small white tusk they have.Although this may be just a movie but its pure reality that there are poachers out there..it really aches to see how human have treated the animals.so what if we dominate the world?Since we have no need of their meat,why harm them?

anyway,i found a review on the movie,guess it will give a better picture than i have :)

Filmed in Botswana and featuring live-action footage of elephants, WHISPERS is the tale of a baby elephant's struggle to survive when his herd is attacked by "Takers" (poachers). As the Takers approach, Whispers' mother, Gentle Heart (voiced by Anne Archer) admonishes him to run as fast as he can, promising him that she will find him later. Whispers (voiced by Debi Derryberry) finds another herd led by Half-Tusk (voiced by Joanna Lumley). Half-Tusk's sister, Groove (voiced by Angela Bassett) usually brings up the rear, ensuring that the ranks are safe, but when she gets tired of taking orders from her sister, Groove leaves the herd with Whispers underfoot. She becomes a reluctant mother figure, growing more and more attached to the youngster as they face constant danger from poachers and lions, as well as the lack of water that accompanies the dry season. WHISPERS is a heartfelt tale of the power of love, the importance of family and the strength of promises. Some of Hollywood's best-known talents lend their voices to WHISPERS: AN ELEPHANT'S TALE, including Betty White, Alice Ghostley, Joan Rivers, and Tone Loc.

okey,i suppose i'm quite a sociable person.i can usually get along with anyone,even strangers.i have tons of friends,friends that seems so close to me in school.However,when i need them,i feel that i can reach none.i can vividly remember there is once during our exams.i'm sitting on my desk,looking at the pictures that is placed infront of me.one is a picture of my granny and the other is naiching,an old friend of mine who passed away.Naiching is a fantastic friend whom i have never treasured.She's always the one who keeps in contact,who calls me,ask me out or even give me a special call when its my birthday.i guess its retribution that i felt so lonely and empty at that moment.A friend i have never treasured nor i treat her well.This is a secret that i've not told a single soul.maybe i'm just too embarrassed to say.A fortune teller once told me that i'm a person who dun have a confidant.When i need help,i'll get none.but of course,on a bright side,i still have a lucky star,a good luck charm which will follow me :) opps,sorry to drift from the scene.ya,so i called louisa.weird right?ya cos i realise i have none to call (ash,dun be mad,dun you remb ya policy?no calling during exam)

Life is so weird.maybe,even pathetic for me.yup,remember the exhibition i told abt previously?i guess i sms tons of my jc friends.They are all either busy or not free...except amy i guess.i sort of rejected her offer cos i think she will not be interested moreover as a great friend,she'll definitely go even though she's unwilling...So at the last minute,i found louisa again since she's mad abt calligraphy and all those chinese thingy :) damn,y do i sound so pathetic at this moment?...-_-...maybe there is times when you really wanna feel pathetic.Remember the fortune teller?he actually told my mum that its possible to ask a ghost to "appear" and tok to it.Deep inside,i think my mum may wanna ask to "see" my dad..ya i wanna "see" him too but there is another i wanna "meet".its my granny.guess my bond with her is too strong.till now,everything is still fresh in my mind.Every single moment and time.hahah i may even cry in front of your face if you tok abt her. :) sweet memories..

damn,i have spent all my salary in just 2 days!!!yesterday went to buy contact lens which costed 180 for half a year.after that today when to ware house sale.heehee all the goods are so damn cheap!i bought quite a lot.all add up to $70+!!!well some is actually bought for mum bt that just adds up to $15+...sad~~i bought 3 tops all are $9!!so cheap.origionally its around 29 bucks!then the rest are some make up kits like eye shadow,eye brow pencil,nail polish,hair dye...blah blah blah.damn!cos me quite a lot :(
heehee maybe i'll ask mum to pay me back the contact lens money cos she promised to buy it for me :P

anyway good news!!got a job...well sort of.i'm gonna give tution!called the tution agency yesterday...i hope my first student wun be from gifted school or it will be dooms day for me!!! :P

well.so pissed.origionally planned a day to go visit my tution teacher cos she is holding an art exhibition on thursday.unfortunately today checked mail and realised that she will only be there on sat and monday.So tryda make another appointment with friends on sat bt think they are not free so cancelled it.One of them have a class meeting at night so have to leave early.Its quite irritating of me to force pple to change their plans so i decide to cancel it.Moreover,what for it is,to meet for just few hours and make people travel all the way down town?Now looking for my jc friends hoping they will be interested.if not,i'll ask shena then,its been a long time since i met her. :)

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Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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Today i'm extremely sad and angry!!!!Got a scolding from my senior in robinsons' but the worst is,it not my fault!!!well,at least it is what i feel..In the end of the day,all cashiers have to do a "closing"in their counter's machine.First,we have to take out the "float" (cash)from the counter.So.my job is to count a totally of 500 bucks.i saw a bag,sealed,with a 50 bucks label.with this,i assumed the amount of money in the bag is 50 bucks (saw my senier counting the money earlier)so i didnt count the money.After a while,i went to reconfirm with the senier if the amount in the bag(stated 50 bucks) is 50 bucks.Instead of telling me the answer,he sort of insulted me.saying that i'm incompetent as i could not complete such a simple job.i'm really frustrated man cos its really insulting and a bruise to my pride.i insisted that its sealed thus i didnt open it.After thinking back,then did he remembered that he is actually the one who counted the money....no apology is said.i'm so angry that i even feel like crying in that moment!!(with anger)...

so now,since tomorrow is the last day of work.i plan to go to work early and complete all the jobs that is supposed to be done by him!this is to make sure that i'm not as incompetent as he think i am.you may think i'm silly but i hate admit that i'm a failure...anyway,so i'm not meeting ash tomorrow,hope she understands though.hhaha i got a feeling that she thinks i'm unhappy with her.Really,its totally my senior's fault!!!!