To a angry friend,


actualli i sort of promised that i wun talk abt it bt i see that this seems to be getting out of hand and well,i feel that if i dun write this down,i feel that i dun have a space just to clarify myself.its not that i'm saying i'm right bt sometimes to a problem,there is always two faces, and neither is right or wrong so ya thus i'm saying the other side of the coin.

i have a problem currently,a friend told me that she is offended by how i teach and feel that i have a big ego in terms of school work and feel that she is unable to ask me anything regarding schoolwork.Firstly,when i see that problem arised,i'm shocked,i mean really shocked.its like it never occur to me that this problem will rise.y?because,in my heart,i always feel that me and p(name of that pal) are people with different strength in different subject.If i'm good at math,she will be good at science,if i'm good at chinese,she will be good at english.Thus its cool that we can always help each other and not lost the confident we have,its like we are specialised in different field thus usually,there wun be a clash.Bt then i'm wrong.it seems that she has a totally different idea.

secondly,i went i'm teaching someone,i love to say something like,"hey,u wanna die issit?its not difficult,just that u forgot how to do liao lor" i dun know y bt i say that really on purpose cos to me i feel that by hearing that,i feel that i can do the sum,just that i forgot and geting abit of hints from someone,i'll be able to do.if i teach someone without even saying that,it means that u really dont know ur stuff and i'm really teaching.To me,this is my mentally bt it may seems offending.sigh,i dun know bt it seems that two people are already pissed with this so ya.......

lastly,i can say lots of shit bt ya, can say that i got big ego bt its really just towords myself wat.i have big ego cos i cant bring myself to ask pple or i can say i lazy to ask.i prefer to find out myself and i dun understand by memorising bt at least i have to find out some theory to convince myself to believe inorder for me to learn.Bt i NEVER thought that i'm v clever hor.its like for chemistry,i know that its easy for those who did A levels before thus i say,"aiya chem exam?dun need to worry lah"

its sort of hurts to know that this is how people think of u.i mean being friends for so long.sigh,as liang ge said,the truth hurts, now i get that.It not that confessions is not good bt maybe its good too so that i will know.since p has said it out ,things has become abit ugly,its like,when i see that i'm able to do some stuff,i know that he/she will prefer to ask someone else even though i'm just right infront.ya,Maybe its better this way,so that i have time to do some revision?ummmm........... wat ever,i'll say that some things are better to be left untold or just act as nothing has happened bt somehow i feel that ignorance maybe a blessing if things just dun wanna change,at least i wun have the feeling there.yupZ done. serene OUT